Sunsets and Holidays

I watch the orange filled sky with grey eyes, Blue skies blend. Thinking what would i do after the moon ate the sun. Red unicorns stand by me. caring.  White bright lights, alluring. 

Looking back, It was like forever to see. It is clear now or so it seem, The cold breeze of the night strangles its innocence, Hiding what’s within.

 

“What would i do now? I want to go home. I miss my mom.” Questions playing in my mind. I will get out of this. I must.

Yiell’s first night at Avelon

“Geez, Its freezing in here.” My blanket was not of any help at all. The temperature must have been at 6 degrees. I dont have a choice, this hotel room is the best here in this town. I guess ill just bear with it. *knock knock* Someone’s knocking at the door. “Hey Seline, Is that you?” *someone opens the door* “Hey, I thought you might be cold so i asked the curator for an extra blanket for you.” *throws the blanket at Yiell* This Dark blue haired beauty is Seline, Im currently her “prisoner” though even with the strictness in her, She treats me more as a guest. I just brought into this world by that portal. When i arrived here, This armored Knight attacked me head on. her eyes had this killing intent look, She had mistaken me for a demon and start attacking me with no mercy, Good thing i prove her that im a real, warm blooded human and i did’nt received fatal wounds from that event. Then she bring me to their Seer for guidance. The portal has just spawned a human. It normally spawns deadly beasts and powerfull demons and not humans. And so the Seer said We should go to the portal master for help because they have more knowledge about those things and he added that he might, Yes, he might help me find the way home. “Thanks for these blankets Seline.”, I said. “You must rest. You need to gather your strength back, We will start our journey as soon as the morning haze sprouts.” With that said, The noble Knight closed the door. *sighs* Im worried about my Mom, I left her alone in our house. I remember she’d get mad at me if i arrived late. And now her son is on Unknown place and world. *Thug* I punch the wall. “Ooouuch!”
Atleast im not that cold now, thanks to these extra blankets i can start journeying into never-neverland.
I closed my eyes and start dreaming..

Zzzz..

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………

………..

*knock knock* someone opened the door. “Are you awake? Its time already.” , I opened my eyes automatically as soon as i heard that lovely voice. “Ill wait for you down stairs. I’m going to talk to the curator. Please hurry up.” she added.
“Yes, thanks. Just give me a minute and ill be there” I answered. She closed the door and head down to the curator.

-to be continued

Finally.

Yo! *makes anime peace sign*

Wow, this place full of dust, I didnt have the time to visit here, again and again when everything important happens or when that light shine or hime you’ll see me here, Whining or bragging. This is my place to start with sooo…

 

Yey!!

I did it, finally manage to release a glimpse of chronicles or Eternity or should i simply say,

[Episode 1]The Awakening.

 Yes.. after a friggin year finally manage to release a 30 minutes of playtime not to mention its full of BUGS!

dammit.

Atleast ive done it. Its powered by by RMXP. and with the help of other fellow rpgmakers Episode 1 was born.It will not end there. It’ll continue to bloom until the wings of glory came out and we’ll make noise. A noise that loud enough and even the world wide web will stunned by it (thats a little extreme but ill do that anyways XD)

So.. what do one expect from episode 1?

Ruruga’s creations will seen in it. Featuring KN’s tileset with kick ass ruby scripts from the rmxp.org community. Our hero wakes up from a dream, telling him to save someone which he couldnt understand what the dream is saying or so. at somepoint he forcefully enters the continent of Avelon and Episode 2 will start from there entitled..

[Episode 2]The Brave Knight of Avelon.

It’ll come out late may so we all hope it will not delayed again for a whole freakin year lol. nada.. mada mada. This time with a help from some friends Eternity will use custom character portraits, battlers, and much more.

the game will switch into a rmvx project. so expect smooth gameplay as its best! I cant say much of Episode 2’s New features but it’ll be better no much better from EP1.

And oh btw, Kuchiki Rukia is so damn cool. i <3 bleach!

and again when everything important happens or when that light shine or hime you’ll see me here, Whining or bragging. This is my place to start with sooo see you again on my next post! xD

 

Mona Lisa and Madhatters

“A sip of a wild horse will make my night entertained and a puff from a cigar will light up my night..” he says.

he paused a bit and thinks.. “I wonder why Rose trees never grow in new york city?” he looked out on his window and see the darkness of night, sound of insects, a gentle breeze of cold wind brush upon on his face – priceless.

Alone in his quarters in the middle of the night. he patiently waits.. people weep and whine when their options had sullen and twine. They cant forseen the things around them not until it flows or unwind. they shall remorse by it and sadness will come upon thee, “Cry Cry, why thee havent seen your meaning all along, when you bear this sentiment all along?” he murmured, “okay, so far so good” he added.

Learn to cherished the things around you and be thankful for their existence.

and it ends there. like a blue colored sand in a red sea, its just stands there watching. he watch them bloom like a flower in mid sunset, silently caring. 

  

Getting the mood back

Listening to: Smooth –Santana feat Rob Thomas

  

I finally get the urge to write again here. Nothing much to write about really just want to talk to myself. I miss online gaming, I miss my free life, I miss my inuman sessions, I miss movies, I miss buying single player games and test if it going to run in my rig, I miss her. Its just two days since she went back to pasig and we always argue the same things.

Yeah, inaamin ko ayaw ko ng ganun. Ill be a hypocrite if I say I want her go out with her with so called “friends” hindi ko sha masisi. Kasi ako dati, when my buddies go out or go to an inuman sessions,. I know what happens after. Yeah college days. When bad boys and bad girls collide. (pero asa, tumatakas ako sa kalagitnaan dahil madali ako malasing XD)

Kaya may phobia ako sa mga ganun. kaso nga lang iba talaga ung case nya. Pero what I don’t get is the idea na LAGI na ganun na lang. yeah ayaw ko ng ganun pero hindi ko sha pinipigilan. Yeah I know youll read it someday. But beb, alam mo naman na hindi kita pinipigilan sa mga ganyan dba? Ang hindi ko lang magets kung bakit sinasabi mo na ayaw kitang payagan which is not. XD

Yeah, we argued today. Dahil naalala nya ung mga ganung bagay. Naiinis ako dahil dun.

Kahit pauulit ulit ko padin sabihin na OKAY lang sumama sha. Ganun padin.

I trust her. Its just I don’t trust the people around her XD well hindi nyo ko pdeng sisihin dahil hindi ko sila kilala hehehe ayaw kong ipag katiwala ang taong mahalaga sakin kung hindi ko naman kilala ung pag kakatiwalaan ko. I just don’t get kung bakit sinasabi nya na ayaw ko shang ipasama sa mga ganun WHICH IS NOT. Nakakainis lang. para bang nakatatak sa isip nya na napaka close minded ko WHICH IS NOT. Heck lagi nlng naming un pinag aawayan. I understand her, .she’s been through things na nakaka stress. Let alone her work.

  

Hehe  I hate her moodswings. Nag rarant nadin ako, ituloy tuloy ko nalang.

 Switches music to: Metal Gear Solid – The best is still to come. 

I like listening to these kinds of genre, because meron din akong influence ng gantong music. OO nga pala ung Course Work ng info kabad3p ang hirap. Damn. Not mentioning meron pakong gagawing book report.

Oh well. Mag lalaro nalang ako ng cabal, kahit Taiwan version translated naman hehehe

  The Kytukyut Signing out~

Tough luck.

Inspite of all the blessings that im getting, there is going to be a mess that will shatter your thoughts inside out.

“I got to be stronger if i want to protect the important people around me!”                                       
~Yiell Levande

Avril Lavigne – Too Much To Ask lyrics
 

 http://youtube.com/watch?v=ag_Ya_ZMN-o

 Its the first time I ever felt this lonely
I wish someone could cure this pain
Its funny when you think its gonna work out
Til you chose weed over me, you’re so lame
I thought you were cool until the point
But up until the point you didnt call me
When you said you would
I finally figured out youre all the same
Always coming up with some kind of story Everytime I try to make you smile
You’re always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can’t
Youre too tough
You think you’re the best
Is it too much that I’m asking for?I thought you’d come around when I ignored you
So I thought you’d have the decency to change
But babe, I guess you didn’t take that warning
‘Cause I’m not about to look at your face again Can’t you see that you lie to yourself
You can’t see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
‘Cause I, I am still here
But everytime I try to make you smile
You’d always grow up feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You stand like a stone
Alone in your zone
Is it too much that I’m asking for?Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Can’t find where I am
Lying here
Alone I fear
Afraid of the dark
No one to claim
Alone againCan’t you see that you lie to yourself
You can’t see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
‘Cause I, I am still hereEverytime I try to make you smile
You’re always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can’t
You’re too tough
You think you’re the best
It was too much that I’m asking for? 

Another.. rant lol

Listening to (its my bebu on her debut single!)

My Class is boooring. well too boring on my part, coz i have no choice but to take the major subjects given lol. basic specs ng pc, computer overview, PATI MS OFFICE! x_x yeah school sucks buti nalang nasa SM ung Informatics at marami akong mapaglilibangan dun XD

Ang dami ko talagang mararant, based on my computer literacy. My level is on the Developer/HTML Admin. I even know my way through dreamweaver and flash lol wala akong choice! T_T nagloko kasi these past years but but but im way too advance pag dating sa Computer Studies besides its fun to mingle with the kiddies haha! mga kaklase ko average age is 17! lol. halos ka edad ko ung instructor.

Nakakahiya lang mag boast na alam ko na lahat ng tinuturo nila. sinasakyan ko lang na kunwari, I knew nothing. well iniisip ko nalang “Learning never stops” kaya my personality set in the pact of students is ung makulit. nakikigulo nalang ako… heh its fun to be a FIRST YEAR AGAIN haha! yeah im proud kahi mejo nakakahiya XD

Kaso mejo nakaka off kasi kuya lahat ang tawag sakin. hindi ako sanay T_T for banduys sake, im still 21! bata pakooooooo. pero enjoy padin atleast i know hindi ako babagsak kasi alam ko na lahat ng ituturo nila hahahaha! damn. ngaun alam ko na kung bakit time is gold. dapat im working now.. oh well ahehehe

 anyway im still working on “Eternity: Symphony of Dreams” its still a long way to go.. im still making maps on the editor. kasi naman ako ung System Analyst, Programmer, Encoder, Graphic Artist, Musician. wakoko ang hirap maging 1 man team in developing a game. im open on making it an online game. kaso my only problem is ung Host ng server. wala akong funds lol. maybe a few years from now, ill earn enough dough para maka bili ng domain. and deploy a team of maintainers XD

That Emo thingie

Disclaimer: This entry is full of rants. If you don’t want read the following words that utters in my mouth please click back or press alt-f4 

“emo ako dude.. mahaba bangs ko tapos mejo nka angat ung buhok sa likod. Taena pare araw-araw 30minutes ko yan gine-gel para lang maging emo buhok ko..”

“Yeah dude im emo.. im always listening to the emo songs para ma feel ko ang pagiging emo ko yeah dude I rocks..”

“wassap pare emo ako ngaun.. im depressed man.. mag lalaslas ako para masabing emo ako tapos papakita ko sa mga tropa natin para Makita nilang emo ako yeah…”

“mag papahaba ako ng bangs tapos hindi ako mag sha-shampoo para maging emo ako..”

“Anti-socials ako dude.. pupunta ako sa ganitong bar tapos uupo ako sa walang tao tapos ipapakita ko ung pagka emo ko sa mga gesture kong, laging nkayuko, astig ako dude..”

“Ay tol bat ganyan buhok mo hati sa gitna? I oneside mo tapos ibaksak mo ung bangs para emo ka na rin.. astig un ngaun..”

“Tol astig… nakikinig ako ng cueshe.. Emo nako tol..”

“Bro.. meron ka bang mga itim na t-shirt? Peram naman oh.. kasi emo nako ngaun kaya need ko mag suot ng mga black na t-shirt.. para astig na din ako…”

Amf. Kaya ayoko mag lalabas ng bahay. Mga tao ngaun lagi sunod sa uso. Mga amf kayo!

10!

A crippled old man walks up to the hospital hall with a cane on his right arm. as he approach a blond hair, good looking young doctor.. he shouted on his face, “Hey dont give false hopes on people if you cant make it come true!” the young doctor replied “I only do my job, you should do yours” nkaka adik tlga ang House! you guys better watch it or else, you wasted your DVD player to not to play it @ the topic wow. i wouldnt thought that we have gotten so far, lets keep it up. and always remember you are the best thing that happened in my life. im excited to finally have Ash and Dakota! please always guide me always. haylabyusomatsuberuber! always be safe and always do the things you know that is right, dont be intimidated by other people. “We are free to unbind the chains of faith that binds us” -Legend of Dragoon XD and im always here to support and catch you whenever you fall.