Slip through Eternity

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bojox3m — Mon, 16 Jan 2012 15:57:49 +0000

Moves Like Jagger – Goodnight Argent

bojox3m — Tue, 06 Dec 2011 10:51:17 +0000

The sum of it all.

bojox3m — Mon, 04 Jul 2011 16:00:13 +0000

My brain is screaming. I couldn’t shout in my own room because my folks might think I’ve lost it. I’m like this sometimes, when i can’t express my self, More of a like it’s I do not know how to express how I exactly feel right know. Maybe I’m sad or happy. I think my emotion levels are off the charts. It’s times like these i can write and compose a song with a beer on my right hand and cigar on my left. Although there is one person that keeps my sanity in check. One person that made me understand the meaning of serenity in a flesh. About how colorful the world is when i thought it always had different shades of grey. About what it means to be happy. About the mystery of the state of mind they called love.

You, My dear is the sum if it all.

Deceptions and uber big Monsters

bojox3m — Sun, 22 May 2011 17:11:12 +0000

With a gentle breeze on my back from my trusty fan, I began to type in the thoughts that’s coming from my brain. It has been so long since i posted in my own little space in the information superhighway. I have a new job and as you’ve notice I couldn’t stay in one company for so long. I know that as long as you know the “How’s”, You’ll always get a job but if you know the “Why’s”, You’ll be a boss. That’s ironic because even if i know the “Why’s” i couldn’t become one. haha. Maybe i don’t have enough drive in me to make it possible. Well moving on, The people that i work with are all techies. What is awesome are most of them are gamers. I was surprised that we have a little group in the office who plays Monster Hunter Portable 3 in their “spare” office hours time. About 2 years ago I was hunting 30 feet monsters inside my psp 1006. It was so good that i spent almost 2 months of carnage and slaughter with big behemoths inside that little thing. 1 week ago i decided to join in the fun and get me a pre-owned PSP (because i sold my old one) and my buds boost the hell out of my character so i could join their skirmishes in conquering oversized beasts of Monster Hunter Portable 3.

running low on steroids while jumping in space

bojox3m — Thu, 07 Jan 2010 08:17:03 +0000

It started like any ordinary work day, Waking up not having the power to go to work and just prefer to be at home and stay. It happened like the second time and thought that would be the last but then there’s third, fourth, fifth. And it started to feel like things getting bullshit. The reason why im here is walk forward and change everything but it seem fate is getting the upper hand. Im making sure that it is just a ‘seem’ where not yet over. Ever.

Bring it who ever you are, Bring it on.

christmas

bojox3m — Wed, 23 Dec 2009 09:24:51 +0000

It’s december 23 on my calender and one night to go before the day Christ was born. I stopped believing in unnatural things but the spirit and traditions will always stay.

Hypocrite? Nope. Just doesnt want to spoil every christian’s happiness As far as i know, I’m one of them.

Have a merry holidays everyone!

Time Travel.

bojox3m — Fri, 27 Nov 2009 15:04:54 +0000

Heh, I’m the type of person who always reminisce when i’m alone. And while i’m thinking of my past, I realized something, I’m a loner. A widower. I’m the type of guy who always want to go solo.

It’s not that i dont like company, It’s what i prefer: To be alone. And by being that type of person, You can tell that i’m weird. I don’t blame you, Everyone thinks i’m weird.

I grew up as a kid who always watch other kids play their game. Even if you invite me, I’ll just say no and watch from a distance. I’m always like that. I do not like being the center of the attention though it’ll be a big deal if you’re gonna talk about me, that’s how i deal with things. I have few friends, When i say few friends, It’s like you know 60% about me, About how i interact with everyone.

I remember having a bestfriend when i was in grade 6. I know everything about him, How our classmates fantasized about him, how intelligent he was, Or how he thinks though they have lil idea how i was that time. How i decide things here and there, What level of thinking i had considering i was in 6th grade. It’s unbelievable. I already know the truth behind religions, What science is all about and how everything works.

I watch everyone come and go, It’s like being stuck in a place where everyone expand their horizons or get old while your stuck in one place, In a specific time. Think of it as an immortal how he observe humans grow, mature, and die.

It’s very lonely here. Ever since i was little i dont have someone to share what my thoughts are. It’s very ironic. hehe.

It’s what i feel right now. I feel like out of place, My understanding of reality is not the same as a normal human does. lol. I know it’s weird. I AM WEIRD. I can’t tell what are you thinking right now but im thinking that you find this abnormal.

Maybe i am, Maybe not. That is why i wrote on my facebook, You don’t want to know about me. Because i know you wont understand. Humanity always judge the book by it’s cover, How it looks like, How great the prologue is. they wont bother checking it’s contents. punny humans.

even the carebears dont care so why care!

bojox3m — Wed, 25 Nov 2009 04:10:17 +0000

somebody get me a gun imma shoot meself.

*screams*

My keyboard is mightier than my mouth.

bojox3m — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 11:22:45 +0000

As of the moment, Im inside the Dell cts training room somewhere in ortigas. I am hearing my trainer blabber (or telling us) about WinXP troubleshooting tools. i.e msconfig, system restore, sfc… …While i blog XD I just hope the IT dept in our company is not looking at it. What can i do? lol. Yes, The topic is not that boring but i am already fiddling with it for over a decade now. Ever since Bill released XP last 2001. lol

Trainer said she was gonna dismiss at an earlier time since they gonna do calibration thing with other trainers which is very very good since i can go home early and relax. lol.

Surprisingly, My ever loyal seatmate is not around. I think she has an interview for some 1st rated company. I cant blame her for chasing her dreams… But what irks me is some people doesnt want to. They are already happy with they have. I know that they know what to do in order to expand their horizons but they stop when the idea of sacrificing something in order to move forward kicks in. lol. I really dont want to write about humanity flaw’s but what you can do to cover those weaknesses.

CHASE YOUR DREAMS – favorite quote of Angeal.
And its already one of reasons why im still fighting. I’ll never gonna stop until i have the power to move forward. RAWR!

New Job.

bojox3m — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 12:38:49 +0000

oh shit i was hired.

ja~ne sykes.