Heh, I’m the type of person who always reminisce when i’m alone. And while i’m thinking of my past, I realized something, I’m a loner. A widower. I’m the type of guy who always want to go solo.
It’s not that i dont like company, It’s what i prefer: To be alone. And by being that type of person, You can tell that i’m weird. I don’t blame you, Everyone thinks i’m weird.
I grew up as a kid who always watch other kids play their game. Even if you invite me, I’ll just say no and watch from a distance. I’m always like that. I do not like being the center of the attention though it’ll be a big deal if you’re gonna talk about me, that’s how i deal with things. I have few friends, When i say few friends, It’s like you know 60% about me, About how i interact with everyone.
I remember having a bestfriend when i was in grade 6. I know everything about him, How our classmates fantasized about him, how intelligent he was, Or how he thinks though they have lil idea how i was that time. How i decide things here and there, What level of thinking i had considering i was in 6th grade. It’s unbelievable. I already know the truth behind religions, What science is all about and how everything works.
I watch everyone come and go, It’s like being stuck in a place where everyone expand their horizons or get old while your stuck in one place, In a specific time. Think of it as an immortal how he observe humans grow, mature, and die.
It’s very lonely here. Ever since i was little i dont have someone to share what my thoughts are. It’s very ironic. hehe.
It’s what i feel right now. I feel like out of place, My understanding of reality is not the same as a normal human does. lol. I know it’s weird. I AM WEIRD. I can’t tell what are you thinking right now but im thinking that you find this abnormal.
Maybe i am, Maybe not. That is why i wrote on my facebook, You don’t want to know about me. Because i know you wont understand. Humanity always judge the book by it’s cover, How it looks like, How great the prologue is. they wont bother checking it’s contents. punny humans.
