Listening to: Smooth –Santana feat Rob Thomas
I finally get the urge to write again here. Nothing much to write about really just want to talk to myself. I miss online gaming, I miss my free life, I miss my inuman sessions, I miss movies, I miss buying single player games and test if it going to run in my rig, I miss her. Its just two days since she went back to pasig and we always argue the same things.
Yeah, inaamin ko ayaw ko ng ganun. Ill be a hypocrite if I say I want her go out with her with so called “friends” hindi ko sha masisi. Kasi ako dati, when my buddies go out or go to an inuman sessions,. I know what happens after. Yeah college days. When bad boys and bad girls collide. (pero asa, tumatakas ako sa kalagitnaan dahil madali ako malasing XD)
Kaya may phobia ako sa mga ganun. kaso nga lang iba talaga ung case nya. Pero what I don’t get is the idea na LAGI na ganun na lang. yeah ayaw ko ng ganun pero hindi ko sha pinipigilan. Yeah I know youll read it someday. But beb, alam mo naman na hindi kita pinipigilan sa mga ganyan dba? Ang hindi ko lang magets kung bakit sinasabi mo na ayaw kitang payagan which is not. XD
Yeah, we argued today. Dahil naalala nya ung mga ganung bagay. Naiinis ako dahil dun.
Kahit pauulit ulit ko padin sabihin na OKAY lang sumama sha. Ganun padin.
I trust her. Its just I don’t trust the people around her XD well hindi nyo ko pdeng sisihin dahil hindi ko sila kilala hehehe ayaw kong ipag katiwala ang taong mahalaga sakin kung hindi ko naman kilala ung pag kakatiwalaan ko. I just don’t get kung bakit sinasabi nya na ayaw ko shang ipasama sa mga ganun WHICH IS NOT. Nakakainis lang. para bang nakatatak sa isip nya na napaka close minded ko WHICH IS NOT. Heck lagi nlng naming un pinag aawayan. I understand her, .she’s been through things na nakaka stress. Let alone her work.
Hehe I hate her moodswings. Nag rarant nadin ako, ituloy tuloy ko nalang.
Switches music to: Metal Gear Solid – The best is still to come.
I like listening to these kinds of genre, because meron din akong influence ng gantong music. OO nga pala ung Course Work ng info kabad3p ang hirap. Damn. Not mentioning meron pakong gagawing book report.
Oh well. Mag lalaro nalang ako ng cabal, kahit Taiwan version translated naman hehehe
The Kytukyut Signing out~
awwww.. ok lang yan bojo! ganyan talaga pag inlove ang tao
just be honest, purely honest w/ her. tell her why you act and feel that way towards the issues… explain how much you love her…
i’m happy for u!
miss yah bojo!