this is the most interesting month i ever had
not mentioning the day that i upgraded +5 mercy boots and +4 SI BGM
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that is nothing comparing to this =)
i met a girl whom i thought i could spend my time with
minsan lang kc ako ma-inlove, 3-4 years ata ung last XD
but now, i dunno.. i think im happy na sa nangyari
sabi nga nung ‘bro’ nya
im a panakip butas in a good way (pero kahit saan tingnan EPOXY parin tawag dun! LOLers)
pero kahit ganun ung ending, am still happy for her
atleast may good deed akong nagawa dba?
maybe im over reacting kc parang napaka pathetic ng ginagawa ko
imagine i quited the most important thing me, playing RF ~.~
the truth is, i still want to play Saturnine.. pero it’ll break my heart more kung
makikita ko shang OL at naglalaro.. *sigh*
siguro dun ako nababad3p, i am uber kind..
in a way na, hindi ko na iisipin ang sarili ko, basta kung saan lahat masaya, dun nlng ako
*sigh* i hate that part of me
amf.. sabi ko pa naman sa sarili ko, wala sakin to, im sanay na
tae, diko nga alam kung bakit ako ganito kamalas pag dating sa wublyf.. hehe
ang hirap tlga pag nag mahal ka..
its like giving a gun, trusting she will never pull of..
pero ala na e, much has been said and done
bukas nga YM ko all night eh
wala man lang paramdam from her
sabi ko na nga ba, im one of her boylets that she ignores *sigh*
oh well atleast i woke up from that dream
its been happy with you,
i understand that i have to let you go
“just woke from a dream”
thank you..
