A Losing War

I will never put this sword down, I am afraid that im going to loose this war but i will keep on fighting until i have strenght to do it. My enemies are too strong for me but its never an excuse to back down. I will slash my way through. Cut loose their necks, and get the life out of them. My squad leader told me to do a miracle. I only nod but what miracle can i pull up at this situation? I am running out of time.

It is raining hard and i am in the middle of this war. I am wounded and lost a lot of blood but i can still feel my legs and i still can grip this sword. Until then, NO ONE will ever stop this hunger. Nothing can stop me to succeed. I will fight my way to victory. I am going to make that miracle.

I promised her that i will come back victorious, I promised her that i will end this war.

It is time to show them the power that is behind my sword.

Here comes the storm.

got meself a n6600

Another DIMM

And an office chair assembled by bebu! xD

And i’ll expect a storm coming this week.

BRING IT.

(and oh the release of eternity will be prolonged for another 6 months. no one will care anyway XD)

Overslept.

I dont really know exactly what happened but after i came from work yesterday, I reached and crawl to my bed due to excessive state of being awake. lol. I set up my torrrent application and leave a message to bebu. That is all i can remember.

There are remnants of me that i remember that im waking up as well but i was to lazy to stand up because all i can see is darkness and my bed wont let me up. But when i came to my senses i checked my time and it was 5am! you heard it right. 5AM damn it. I slept for fifteen freaking hours. I was roaming in dreamland when i should be doing what i doing. which is, if you read my last entries you should know what XD

Anyway, What will i do now this early hour? When all of the people is still in never-neverland? XD

And oh! It’s may 27 but unfortunately, due to some horrific events that had happened the release for Eternity: The brave Knight of Avelon™ will be delayed for another two months. But dont fret because after this entry ill be leaving you screenshots on the update XD

Back with a \/engeance xD

Yeah, you read it right. I am back! and with a lot of power! hehe. Just a recap, on early january or so… My connection to the virtual word got lost due to some unforeseen diabolic forces that has been bestowed upon me. And I, Being the only one who can undone tremendous wrath that this world has brought to me, I started a quest to find a resolution and once for all stop this frickling madness, this unfathomed sad moments that only I, can resolve.

I began to walk.

I learned how to adapt.

How to smile when im sad.

How to fight even the odds are low.

And more importantly, how to win.

I tanked everything that this oblivion might offer. I know im still fighting but im already seeing the results of cold hard earned coins. haha! XD Now the triumph for might and power begins!

I bought meself a new rig. I know this is really not my dream rig but im working on it.

Asrock n68pv-gs MoBo<br>Athlon x2 4800+ <br>1x 2 gig DIMM<br> Powercolor ATI HD4770

I stressed test my new weapon against new enemies. And it worked quite well haha XD Now, My target is cooling (and a gps enabled communication device) and i will going to aquire it by the end  of this week!

~The dawn is breaking.

happy new year.

We somehow survived it. even though we dont have enough money to spend this season, its ok.

Bebu is at my bed and have 5 mouth soars. the 3  soars is located to her lips and the other 2 is on her freaking tounge. poor bebu. 

 

BOHAHAHAHAHA

Sunsets and Holidays

I watch the orange filled sky with grey eyes, Blue skies blend. Thinking what would i do after the moon ate the sun. Red unicorns stand by me. caring.  White bright lights, alluring. 

Looking back, It was like forever to see. It is clear now or so it seem, The cold breeze of the night strangles its innocence, Hiding what’s within.

 

“What would i do now? I want to go home. I miss my mom.” Questions playing in my mind. I will get out of this. I must.

Yiell’s first night at Avelon

“Geez, Its freezing in here.” My blanket was not of any help at all. The temperature must have been at 6 degrees. I dont have a choice, this hotel room is the best here in this town. I guess ill just bear with it. *knock knock* Someone’s knocking at the door. “Hey Seline, Is that you?” *someone opens the door* “Hey, I thought you might be cold so i asked the curator for an extra blanket for you.” *throws the blanket at Yiell* This Dark blue haired beauty is Seline, Im currently her “prisoner” though even with the strictness in her, She treats me more as a guest. I just brought into this world by that portal. When i arrived here, This armored Knight attacked me head on. her eyes had this killing intent look, She had mistaken me for a demon and start attacking me with no mercy, Good thing i prove her that im a real, warm blooded human and i did’nt received fatal wounds from that event. Then she bring me to their Seer for guidance. The portal has just spawned a human. It normally spawns deadly beasts and powerfull demons and not humans. And so the Seer said We should go to the portal master for help because they have more knowledge about those things and he added that he might, Yes, he might help me find the way home. “Thanks for these blankets Seline.”, I said. “You must rest. You need to gather your strength back, We will start our journey as soon as the morning haze sprouts.” With that said, The noble Knight closed the door. *sighs* Im worried about my Mom, I left her alone in our house. I remember she’d get mad at me if i arrived late. And now her son is on Unknown place and world. *Thug* I punch the wall. “Ooouuch!”
Atleast im not that cold now, thanks to these extra blankets i can start journeying into never-neverland.
I closed my eyes and start dreaming..

Zzzz..

……

………

………..

*knock knock* someone opened the door. “Are you awake? Its time already.” , I opened my eyes automatically as soon as i heard that lovely voice. “Ill wait for you down stairs. I’m going to talk to the curator. Please hurry up.” she added.
“Yes, thanks. Just give me a minute and ill be there” I answered. She closed the door and head down to the curator.

-to be continued

Finally.

Yo! *makes anime peace sign*

Wow, this place full of dust, I didnt have the time to visit here, again and again when everything important happens or when that light shine or hime you’ll see me here, Whining or bragging. This is my place to start with sooo…

 

Yey!!

I did it, finally manage to release a glimpse of chronicles or Eternity or should i simply say,

[Episode 1]The Awakening.

 Yes.. after a friggin year finally manage to release a 30 minutes of playtime not to mention its full of BUGS!

dammit.

Atleast ive done it. Its powered by by RMXP. and with the help of other fellow rpgmakers Episode 1 was born.It will not end there. It’ll continue to bloom until the wings of glory came out and we’ll make noise. A noise that loud enough and even the world wide web will stunned by it (thats a little extreme but ill do that anyways XD)

So.. what do one expect from episode 1?

Ruruga’s creations will seen in it. Featuring KN’s tileset with kick ass ruby scripts from the rmxp.org community. Our hero wakes up from a dream, telling him to save someone which he couldnt understand what the dream is saying or so. at somepoint he forcefully enters the continent of Avelon and Episode 2 will start from there entitled..

[Episode 2]The Brave Knight of Avelon.

It’ll come out late may so we all hope it will not delayed again for a whole freakin year lol. nada.. mada mada. This time with a help from some friends Eternity will use custom character portraits, battlers, and much more.

the game will switch into a rmvx project. so expect smooth gameplay as its best! I cant say much of Episode 2’s New features but it’ll be better no much better from EP1.

And oh btw, Kuchiki Rukia is so damn cool. i <3 bleach!

and again when everything important happens or when that light shine or hime you’ll see me here, Whining or bragging. This is my place to start with sooo see you again on my next post! xD

 

Mona Lisa and Madhatters

“A sip of a wild horse will make my night entertained and a puff from a cigar will light up my night..” he says.

he paused a bit and thinks.. “I wonder why Rose trees never grow in new york city?” he looked out on his window and see the darkness of night, sound of insects, a gentle breeze of cold wind brush upon on his face – priceless.

Alone in his quarters in the middle of the night. he patiently waits.. people weep and whine when their options had sullen and twine. They cant forseen the things around them not until it flows or unwind. they shall remorse by it and sadness will come upon thee, “Cry Cry, why thee havent seen your meaning all along, when you bear this sentiment all along?” he murmured, “okay, so far so good” he added.

Learn to cherished the things around you and be thankful for their existence.

and it ends there. like a blue colored sand in a red sea, its just stands there watching. he watch them bloom like a flower in mid sunset, silently caring. 

  

Getting the mood back

Listening to: Smooth –Santana feat Rob Thomas

  

I finally get the urge to write again here. Nothing much to write about really just want to talk to myself. I miss online gaming, I miss my free life, I miss my inuman sessions, I miss movies, I miss buying single player games and test if it going to run in my rig, I miss her. Its just two days since she went back to pasig and we always argue the same things.

Yeah, inaamin ko ayaw ko ng ganun. Ill be a hypocrite if I say I want her go out with her with so called “friends” hindi ko sha masisi. Kasi ako dati, when my buddies go out or go to an inuman sessions,. I know what happens after. Yeah college days. When bad boys and bad girls collide. (pero asa, tumatakas ako sa kalagitnaan dahil madali ako malasing XD)

Kaya may phobia ako sa mga ganun. kaso nga lang iba talaga ung case nya. Pero what I don’t get is the idea na LAGI na ganun na lang. yeah ayaw ko ng ganun pero hindi ko sha pinipigilan. Yeah I know youll read it someday. But beb, alam mo naman na hindi kita pinipigilan sa mga ganyan dba? Ang hindi ko lang magets kung bakit sinasabi mo na ayaw kitang payagan which is not. XD

Yeah, we argued today. Dahil naalala nya ung mga ganung bagay. Naiinis ako dahil dun.

Kahit pauulit ulit ko padin sabihin na OKAY lang sumama sha. Ganun padin.

I trust her. Its just I don’t trust the people around her XD well hindi nyo ko pdeng sisihin dahil hindi ko sila kilala hehehe ayaw kong ipag katiwala ang taong mahalaga sakin kung hindi ko naman kilala ung pag kakatiwalaan ko. I just don’t get kung bakit sinasabi nya na ayaw ko shang ipasama sa mga ganun WHICH IS NOT. Nakakainis lang. para bang nakatatak sa isip nya na napaka close minded ko WHICH IS NOT. Heck lagi nlng naming un pinag aawayan. I understand her, .she’s been through things na nakaka stress. Let alone her work.

  

Hehe  I hate her moodswings. Nag rarant nadin ako, ituloy tuloy ko nalang.

 Switches music to: Metal Gear Solid – The best is still to come. 

I like listening to these kinds of genre, because meron din akong influence ng gantong music. OO nga pala ung Course Work ng info kabad3p ang hirap. Damn. Not mentioning meron pakong gagawing book report.

Oh well. Mag lalaro nalang ako ng cabal, kahit Taiwan version translated naman hehehe

  The Kytukyut Signing out~